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once in a lifetime...
by: jibbsinlove (Send Feedback)
Series: - No Series - #1
Chapters: 001 Word Count: 287
Character(s): Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard
Summary: thoughts of jenny about her relation to gibbs
Once in a lifetime...
It\\\'s late on friday night.
I\\\'m sitting here, alone, in my office.Trying to work, but just thinking about him.Again.It\\\'s the same thing every day, every night.
I just have to close my eyes and I see his face, his blue eyes, deep as an ocean.
It\\\'s impossible for me to forget the look upon his face when we met again, after six years.He looked surprised, maybe he was a litte bit shocked, but he also seemed to be happy to see me and I had the feeling there was
love in his eyes, too, what made my heart beat faster and faster.
When the moment came, that he told, he was missing me, I had to make a decision.It was a decision which should change my whole life, which could have made me happier than anyone else, but when I told him, that there\\\'s no future for us, that we won\\\'t be together anymore, I saw pain in his eyes.I knew, I hurt him, but I\\\'ve also hurten myself and from this moment on everything seemed to be senseless.
Everytime we\\\'re alone, I just want him to hold me, to never let me go, but I know there\\\'s no chance to feel him with me again.Since then he seems to get more and more away from me, though I sometimes have the feeling that he\\\'s not that cold as he acts.
All these things make my life hard, sad, difficult.
I miss him that much, but he doesn\\\'t even recognize.
I don\\\'t know what to do, though all I really want is to be happy.Just feeling better.
Once in a lifetime.
MTAC - NCIS Fic